A Conspiracy of Trash

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Wednesday, 31 July 2013

HELLO YOU HAPPY CAMPERS!

It’s July. The schools have broken up, you’ve organised your year’s holiday break from work and miracle of miracles the sun’s out, the sky’s blue and the weather hot. You’ve been preparing for a camping vacation for months now and it’s all looking good. Furthermore your wife or the bit you’re going with has passed her time of the month and she’s bound to be in season so it’s high heels and fishnet tights for a long hot shag in the mobile home if you can get the kids into some kind of activity! Oh yes, she’ll know your mind all right you dirty bastard. On her back on the edge of the double bed, ankles up round her neck with the curtains closed and her all hot and expectant. That’s what this kind of holiday’s for really whether you’re a couple in your twenties or two randy oldies. It’s not for the fish and chips or the smell of the sea, neither is it for the views, the chit chat with your neighbours on site, the local pubs or the tinned shit you’re getting for supper. No, this kind of mobile home holiday, kids or no kids, is for purpose built shagging.

Dozens of young couples in tents are invariable all in a field of their own ‘cos the noise generated from one bit of canvas to the next tends to cancel each other out. Next door, however, in the field containing the dishwashing and shower block with all the hook ups for electric that you paid extra for, you get the cliff edge view looking down over the sea where it’s all very sedate, but don’t you believe it. There’s no spanking of course keen as you are because the children are too close in the awning tent and besides, to make it any good it has to be hard and then everyone will hear it! I mean, you start from the crazy presupposition that you’re the only one doing it… that everyone else can hear you and know what your wife likes and you don’t want them to hear you slapping her bottom because you’re really a prude. But the truth of the matter is that everyone wants to get their wife’s arse over their knee but don’t want anyone else to hear, just in case you’re the only one doing it and they all think you’re a bit strange let us say!

Mobile home holidays however are really about something more than a bit of wild sex. They’re for the kids, and of course for the dogs you had to take along. Among others the Doberman your wife persists in calling  ‘baby’… but kids and dogs aside they’re often about showing off the vehicle you’re driving. Your almost brand new six berth pride and joy that’s got an aerial on the roof that makes people think you’re working for GCHQ. Alternatively you could be flaunting your newly acquired second hand camper van. Power steering with toilet and shower. Only sixty thousand on the clock that you got for a thousand less than the asking price because you’re a hard-nosed bastard from Essex who’d throttle his own grandmother for two large.

Then there’s the serious sized tent you’ve got attached on the side. Big enough for the little bull terrier affably known to the family as Bollocks along with Hovis the Labrador. They’re in one corner the kids in another. The tent however has got an extension inside of which is the nuclear powered barbecue you recently bought in some New Age Camping Shop, a spare starter motor, just in case, a kite for the kids to fly, three crates of your favourite lager and most important of all, your two favourite gnomes from the back garden, Socrates and Kaka. Did I hear you say philosophers? Arsehole! No, we’re talking Brazil here. Anyway you’ve even had the annexe fitted with proper Venetian Blinds that you can pull down over the clear plastic windows when necessary. Attached to the back door are two bicycles on racks while on the roof there’s the rubberized dinghy. Yeah, let them all look! Great for doing coastal waters whenever you fancy with the high speed engine it’s carrying!

So there you are, occupying the largest space in field next to all the other big rigs. Everyone eyeing up everyone else. You slipped the site warden a tenner to keep you away from the Liverpool mob that only arrived yesterday when the schools broke up. Typical! All of them sitting together last night drinking the cheap stuff till way gone midnight and leaving their glasses all over the place. Well, what do you expect? Spoil it for everyone else they do! Up early and first in the toilets.  Little wonder with all that dog food grilling up on their disposable barbies.

Camping sites are a mecca for gossip. Many motor-home campers go to the same place year after year just to meet up with old friends. Have a drink out together in the little circle of people they’re comfortable with and talk about what they’ve been doing. Yes, comfort is very important on official camping sites, especially emotional and psychological comfort and once a year you all congregate together in your own protected little place in the wilderness. Somewhere that’s got just about everything. Sit round a table with a fruit bowl on it and talk shit! The kids are all asleep in the dog’s tent so you can engage in comfortable bonhomie under the stars.

Every year through the summer millions of British go playing camping with all its equipment, its rituals, its pleasures forced or otherwise and its disasters. You set out from home as an act of faith with hope at the back of your head. A belief that you’re all going to enjoy it which in truth is more like wishful thinking than anything else. A kind of desperate determination along with a prayer that it won’t piss with rain all the time, that the food doesn’t go rotten in the fridge, that a freak wave won’t wash the kids away in the sea or little Tommy won’t fall off a cliff. Then there’s all the will she or won’t she anxiety going round in your skull and Christ, there’s only one shop in the village and nobody wants fish and chips anymore because you’ve been eating it for the last six months and this is supposed to be a holiday? So what else is new?

The weather’s changed. Five days of sun and heat before the holidays started and now its bucketing with rain and you’re stuck in the tin box you saved for with the kids playing the same old games on the IPad. Still you’re part of the motor homes fraternity and considerably better off than those youngsters in their tents with the rain soaking their bedding. Camping writ large is a special case of British one-upmanship. At worst you can cook in a caravan but just think of those miserable bastards stuck in their tents eating Mars Bars twenty-four seven! We on the other hand are mobile! We can drive down to the pub or the Heritage Centre if we fancy, come back and be in the dry while the creeps under canvas are knee deep in mud! What we used to do a thousand years ago when we were young, like going on demos and being all green.

On camping-mobile home holidays the British take the class system with them, especially if they’ve got something worth flaunting. Those in tents on the other hand don’t seem to care. If it’s boys and girls it’s more about togetherness than anything else. Meeting challenges and doing things together. It’s a kind of test, a preparation for the life ahead they might spend together. The girl busy with the food for her man even if it’s just porridge and milk and cheese sandwiches, helping him fix up the tent in the wind and demonstrating her nest building skills. Her man keeping her warm and cosy at night when the wind’s howling outside and the clothes hung out to dry are wrecked. They’ll talk quietly about all the creeps up there in the next field in their tin boxes, removed from any closeness to nature which is really what it’s all about so they think and go home all smug and self-satisfied that they’re the real campers, tuned into solidarity more than anything else, but thirty years later, with a family, mortgage, and running their very own business, or at least with executive jobs at the bank they’ll have forgotten all the brave words they once thought made them different and be up there in the next field with the rest of them, in a tin box of their own with a side tent, two kids and a husky.

Camping holidays are for the adventurous and all British people, one way or another, love to feel that they are. Just imagine being thought of as an old stick in the mud. They can call you names, think about you any way they like just as it’s not someone who never does anything or goes anywhere. What, going camping at your age Bill? There’s nothing you like to hear your neighbor say more than that! Yes, you’re still being adventurous at your age. It might not be in a tent anymore but you’re still getting out. Going somewhere distant. Looking down over green fields and valleys from high up or walking down the dunes to the sea. All the others, however, and the phrase generally refers to anyone working class north of Buckingham, prefer going into the nearest seaside town proper, doing their fish n chips suppers or curry sauce with chicken nuggets and playing the slots. You won’t invite THEM to sit round your table on a warm early evening sipping your vodka and tonic. No ways! You’re you and they’re them. You don’t even like talking to them but still put on a friendly disposition because it doesn’t cost anything to be civil just as long as you make them know, in the gentlest most subtle of ways, where your invisible garden fence is i.e. that their kids can’t play anywhere near you and their dogs have to be an a two foot lead. Heavens, just think of them shitting anywhere near you. Turning the whole camp site into a sewage farm after only a day that they arrived.

Thank God there’s a Warden permanently on site! I really don’t like to say but… I mean, you always get that kind of thing with people from Liverpool… I mean, I don’t know how they can afford that kind of thing, all of them being on benefits… but then it really isn’t so hard to imagine…

Well it’s just about alright as long as there’s the weather or there’s only a few of them. Just think of them congregating in swarms and the things those kids will be getting up to on a rainy day! If you’re going out for a walk just make sure you’ve got the wheel lock on Cyril and the Doberman’s nicely inside! Did anyone actually think that you brought it for exercise or a paddle down in the cove? No, you brought it along to keep the tattoo mob at bay!

Okay, so you’ve taken the kids to the Heritage Centre, gone for a boat trip round the bay or fishing further afield. You went Pony Trekking, listened to the colliery brass band playing the Cobbler’s March at the village fete where you watched the vegetables being judged, talked all about rural life with some farmer or other, saw tall ships tied up at harbour moorings in Devon and learned about life at sea from some old fucker with a white beard who looked like Captain Fish Fingers, watched the lower classes queuing up for the evening’s cholesterol while you and yours walked into the Port Somewhere or Other pub restaurant for Sea Bass and baby potatoes with a chilled Chardonnay, and that’s showing your ignorance because the only white wine for fish is a chilled Chenin Blanc! Okay, maybe you all went down to the harbour to watch the boats coming in loaded with lobsters and crabs then tried some seafood in tubs. That’s really adventurous for anyone under thirty but you remember your dad liking the stuff so it couldn’t be bad, for you that is, with vinegar, pepper and salt. Then there’s always the evening show at the Playhouse, featuring some has-been group out of the seventies or comedienne Jackie what’s-her-name who used to be funny. Well it wasn’t actually great but you shared in the laughs and were kept entertained by the quietly desperate revolving summer playhouse performers who’ve long past their prime and know how to put on a show and a face.

Yes it’s seeing things for you ‘cos the kids don’t want to go hiking. Maybe some sea caving but definitely not hiking. Ten miles on a coastal path in pouring rain or a baking hot sun, forget it! That’s for the kids up the hill in their tents. You are family camping and don’t you forget it. There’s a big difference between what you are there for and them. Then of course there’s another whole species of camper. The static home mob! Whole houses on raised concrete platforms close to the sea with two of three bedrooms and all mod cons. It’s big business. Buy a piece of land at a good site, first paying off Head of Planning at the local council, bring in the concrete for a hundred pitches or more then move in the same number of bijou residences, each on their own little patch of concrete and green. A few shrubs here and there and you’re renting out Berlusconi by the Sea. Think of what you can do with a good looking young piece in a Static that you can’t do with your wife in a Mobile and now you’re talking banking executive bonuses!

Statics are static. They are not going anywhere and neither mostly are you. You’re there for the fantastic view and maybe a short drive into the village. Some time at the pub with your piece before driving back up the rough road with moonlight over the sea to your tucked away corner of paradise. Your wife thinks you’re away on business but we know the truth. You’re in the static home business all right only it’s not what she imagines!    

There’s one thing about a camping holiday though that connects all the different kinds of accommodation and all social classes and that is the beach. Many sites are close to the sea, sandy beaches and swimming. It’s one of the main reasons you’re there. When the sun’s out and the sky’s blue you’re in the water for a fair time doing something or other. It could be pissing or paddling, fooling about on a plastic boat or playing with a ball Whatever the case and no matter who you are you’re just having fun. It’s a longing, an essential part of the human condition that cuts all the way across the social classes. Everyone wants to have fun and the beach near the camp site is the perfect place. The only pressure on you there is the tide and the only worry the weather. You can either splash around, watch the kids making sandcastles or try and catch fish. It’s either that or boil up in the heat. Everything’s free down on that beach and everyone’s equal. It’s about the only time and place in their lives when everyone’s the same as everyone else. It’s a kind of place outside reality where all men and women, whoever and whatever they are in that time and place are equal. A place of happy enchantment. In essence a fantasy that actually becomes a temporary reality. That’s why everyone’s so happy on beaches. They’re all living the once a year dream, a place where nothing matters except having a good time. Something you can’t do whenever you please when you’re back home.

The beach then is a universal equalizer that all kinds of camper can share. It’s a precious almost holy place of happy fantasy. Another world that you enter the moment you step on the sand. Why do you feel so happy, so liberated and free? It’s because you’re no longer a hostage to anyone’s fortune. You’re a free being! But you’re only allowed this two or three weeks a year. Just a taster. Like a reminder of something ancient. Like some kind of Garden of Eden. A time when all people were decent, pure, uncorrupted… A state of being that died, but all the same, just once a year for a time, on that golden sand your thoughts can run free. Maybe that’s why you feel happy being there. Your senses are captivated and liberated. It’s a fantasy you’ve paid for with a year of hard work. Whether you’re under a tent or living in an ultra-modern ultra-expensive tin box you’re all sharing the same residual dream down there on the sand. The joy of freedom that historical time and evolution relegated to the back of your brain. Don’t worry, it hasn’t gone away. It’s still there waiting to come out once a year as a universally shared joy.

Can you remember ever feeling angry on a beach or resentful of anyone. It’s magical when it’s warm and strange when it turns windy or rains. Something that threatens the idyll of Eden!

So there you all are, happy campers. Enjoying the sandy idyll that’s soon to end when you leave and get back to the campsite. Suddenly reality returns in a flash but not yet, not yet! You’re still full of the golden haze of sun and sand that’s not quite out of your mind. You’re moving from one world to another. From the fantasy you’ve travelled down the motorway for to the reality where you’ve pitched up and what you’ve pitched up in. Never mind, there’s always tomorrow! Meanwhile you’re a traveller between both, between the beach and the campsite. Between a great liberating relaxed feeling of joy that though you don’t know it comes from deep out of our biological past and the reality that we created for ourselves over millions of years of historical time. And when you leave and go home you’ll take them both with you, the beach and the site. You really won’t know why you loved being there. You’ll call it a change of scene, much needed, maybe a challenge. It’s all different in a way if it’s pelting with rain. You don’t walk the beach do you? Well maybe you should try. You’ll find doing it something real special!

You may go home. Return to the old worries, anxieties and traumas, but somehow they’re not quite the same. That’s because you’re not quite the same either. Somehow those old golden moments of Eden are still there in your head so everything strangely feels brighter.

THAT’S YOUR CAMPING HOLIDAY, WITH ITS BRIGHT SUNSHINE AND GOLDEN BEACH DOING THE TALKING!

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